About Me
- Name: SixBillion
- Location: San Diego, California, United States
You should get to know me because; I shower twice a day, to know me is to love me, its guaranteed that your life will be better if im in it, cuz id suck the poison out of your ass if you got bit by a snake while taking a squat in the desert, ill tell you what u need to hear not what you want to hear, im honest, i keep it real, i try laugh as much as i can, ill kick the shit out of anyone that hurts you, im reasonable, im very anti drama, you'll like my friends, im super loyal, I'd take a bullet for you, i'll probably be rich, being rich doesn't matter to me, i like to go out, i like to stay in, and Im going to save the world.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
Sometimes I feel bad about wanting to leave for college so badly. Leaving behind my family and friends is not something I'm looking forward to. It's just something that I have to do. Take the good with the bad. I'm going to make a lot of new friends and have new experiences, unfortunately I have to give up the friends i have now and the experiences that I've grown up with. I don't know what its going to be like when i don't know who im going to hang out with this weekend. Then again they will all be a short drive away. So i don't think it will really be that bad. But its not just that. I also feel guilty because growing up we always talked about after high school and being together. We were all going to live together in a big house and just be chilling all day every day. Even now the idea is really tempting, but i know it could never be reality for me.
I haven't told anyone this yet. But part of the reason i'm so anxious to get there is because, I truly believe that im going to meet my wife in college. So as you can imagine, i can't wait. Hopefully by the time i come back home, I will be with her and everyone can meet her and it'll be all good.
I love Mira Mesa. It is definitely my home cuz this is where my heart is. I can't even imagine being so familiar and comfortable with a place. I dunno where my life is going to take me, but i know that i'll never be so intimately involved with any place like Mira Mesa. There are only a handful of places in the US where you can live in a community that is so wonderfully diverse. I didn't have to grow up feeling like a minority and sometimes i think that has made all the difference. This place is my cradle, my crib. My development has undeniably been influenced by it. Its going to be weird leaving it, living in a new area. Not having Conchings a drive away. No Mt Soledad to disappear to. No La Jolla shores to bonfire at. No Pho Cali to eat soup at. No friends houses to chill at. No late night Carne Asada Nachos. No Nibans. Everything i love will be gone. But its ok ill find new places, though i don't if they will ever be as good; i probably won't give them a chance to be. Ive always wanted to raise my children here. I dunno where I'm going, but i will be back.
I haven't told anyone this yet. But part of the reason i'm so anxious to get there is because, I truly believe that im going to meet my wife in college. So as you can imagine, i can't wait. Hopefully by the time i come back home, I will be with her and everyone can meet her and it'll be all good.
I love Mira Mesa. It is definitely my home cuz this is where my heart is. I can't even imagine being so familiar and comfortable with a place. I dunno where my life is going to take me, but i know that i'll never be so intimately involved with any place like Mira Mesa. There are only a handful of places in the US where you can live in a community that is so wonderfully diverse. I didn't have to grow up feeling like a minority and sometimes i think that has made all the difference. This place is my cradle, my crib. My development has undeniably been influenced by it. Its going to be weird leaving it, living in a new area. Not having Conchings a drive away. No Mt Soledad to disappear to. No La Jolla shores to bonfire at. No Pho Cali to eat soup at. No friends houses to chill at. No late night Carne Asada Nachos. No Nibans. Everything i love will be gone. But its ok ill find new places, though i don't if they will ever be as good; i probably won't give them a chance to be. Ive always wanted to raise my children here. I dunno where I'm going, but i will be back.
Monday, December 08, 2003
I want a girl who...
...Laughs at my jokes.
...Makes me laugh.
...Isn't a girly girl.
...Isn't a tomboy.
...who isn't a girl but a woman.
...Laughs at my jokes.
...Makes me laugh.
...Isn't a girly girl.
...Isn't a tomboy.
...who isn't a girl but a woman.
I am admittedly...
...a sucker for slow jams. I grew up on slow jams. How can I not believe in love? I have to...it's engraved on my heart.
...a sucker for slow jams. I grew up on slow jams. How can I not believe in love? I have to...it's engraved on my heart.
Tuesday, December 02, 2003
This is a poem that i wrote more for the style and composition rather than meaning. I just made up a random situation I experienced and wrote on it...I just wanted to try a new rhyme scheme i developed.
Fleeting Eternity.
Speak before I die
Lie if you must,
Rust forms on my heart.
Start! For heaven's sake,
Make this pain go away,
Say something quick
Pick a cliche to spit,
Shit! Anything but silence,
Violence is better than this,
Kiss, hug, slap, cry.
Why? cuz its better than goodbye.
Try to explain,
refrain from lying,
crying isn't saying much,
touch my lips for something new,
True love does exist.
Resist? I can no longer hide,
Tried did I to deny this feeling,
Appealing to you is my last hope,
Rope is ready if you won't,
Don't leave me hanging.
Panging is my heart with regrets.
Lets start over again.
Friend, I'm in love with you,
Do you love me?
See how much you make me weak.....
11/20/03
Fleeting Eternity.
Speak before I die
Lie if you must,
Rust forms on my heart.
Start! For heaven's sake,
Make this pain go away,
Say something quick
Pick a cliche to spit,
Shit! Anything but silence,
Violence is better than this,
Kiss, hug, slap, cry.
Why? cuz its better than goodbye.
Try to explain,
refrain from lying,
crying isn't saying much,
touch my lips for something new,
True love does exist.
Resist? I can no longer hide,
Tried did I to deny this feeling,
Appealing to you is my last hope,
Rope is ready if you won't,
Don't leave me hanging.
Panging is my heart with regrets.
Lets start over again.
Friend, I'm in love with you,
Do you love me?
See how much you make me weak.....
11/20/03
