What is the SixBillionTheory?

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Today was an exciting, prolly not the best word to describe it, day. There was about three fights today and a brawl. I live in a neighborhood that is populated with gangs. It's the basic ones, Bloods and Crips, but there is a lot of division. Most of the gangs are divided by race. There are vietnamese gangs, filipino gangs, and black and white gangs. I say black and white because the gangs are black and white. In my neighborhood, somehow the white kids and black kids formed a gang, together. It makes sense though, because the majority of my school is asian. It seems strange that despite all being asian, all the asian ethnicities dont get along. Although it seems that we just might, I am a Filipino. Im not in a gang or anything but i got obligations to people who have obligations to people in them because of family relations. If you're going to look out for your boy, whos looking out for his cousin, you're looking out for his cousin, in order to look out for your boy. understand? You dont have to. Bottom line is when you got Filipino friends, they are your extended family and their family is your extended family, although its not necessarily a close bond. Your friends call your parents tita and tito, auntie and uncle. There is a strong sense of comradery among Filipinos. What you have to understand is that asians are still just starting out in this country. We've only been around for less than a century. We haven't been fully assimilated into the american image, like black people. Its kind of interesting that the black kids and white kids would band together, its a true sign to me that the african american has now become the american african, while we are still on the outsides as asian-americans. So anyways, i hear that the fight started because the W&B kids were talking $hizz about the asians. Hence not just a individual fight but a brawl. It was crazy seeing the the anarchy of it. The administrators could not control what was happening, there was just simply too many students and only a handful of administrators. Fights went from one place to another. in front of the office, in front of the library, in front of the office again, it just couldnt be controled. Security guards were hit, our principal got pushed, our on-site police officer was hit and knocked down from behind when he was in the middle of it. Which is kind of good cuz hes a dick, ive had suspicions that hes prejudice, which may be just racial profiling since hes been at this school for decades. But it was pretty obvious that there was nothing they could do. practically the whole school was watching, they all ran to each fight site with eager eyes. Later that day the administration sent out a letter about how disappointed they were that we got in the way, and so they couldnt control the fights effectively. Which is only half true. they couldve controled the fights but not the brawl. so im not really scared just worried that this thing will escalate into a full on racial war. Im not really sure if i would jump in. If it was just W&B kids talking $hi7 about asian people in general and not just the people in the gangs, then i think i might. Cuz they talking about my family, my friends, and me. this world is crazy...today was prolly the most spectacular i've seen yet. we'll see what happens tomorrow, when the gangs start bringing weapons, im sure they dont plan to use them at school, but are just bringing them for protection. But then thats how it starts...someone accidently does something that starts a shootout. What then? crazy...all i know is im not wearing red tomorrow......

Well this is the beginning...lemme start by talking about what the sixbilliontheory is...its what i call my thoughts and ideals in life....all the theories are connected in some way or another....6,000,000,000....sound familiar? if u said the world's populations....U R absolutely correct.....the foundation of my theories started with the number of souls that walk this planet.....Do you believe in true love?...i do....However in a world with 6,000,000,000 (notice the amount of zeros) people, what are the chances of finding that "one"?...well 3,000,000,000 if u count the opposite sex only...but even still isnt that a stifling number?....wouldn't that just crush your hopes of finding that one? but wait...theres that stuff, destiny and fate. So despite the improbability of it, i still have hope. So knowing that, heres the second part of the theory. When people say that they're in love...i tend to not believe them...because again what are the chances of being in love...this was back when i believed that the only kind of love was true love....but since things have changed....because of a young lady, however older than me, i think, i now have to view things otherwise...she was in a dilemna...between a rock and a hard place.....bottom line was she was getting beat down from a long distance relationship....the distance was only 100 miles or so....however when u cant drive....that might as well be on another planet.... so shes torn.....theres a boy here who is heavily into her.....she ends up breaking off the longdistance deal and explores feelings wit the boy here. Despite the unhappiness she would most certainly endure....she broke up with the boy here and got back together with another guy....that is just nuts to me....y even put yerself through it?...the kid from here is a great guy....shes said so a million times....and he really is...i know...hes one of my better friends....i guess it must be love....but what are the chances of it being true love? could it be possible that she had found her true love? but it couldnt be...the way they were, just didnt justify that conclusion....by that i mean they didnt't fit my ideal of what true love should be....if they were in true love...they would runaway from home to be together....they wouldnt just sit idly....so i had my doubts...enough so that i had to adopt the idea that there was more than just true love....perhaps we will have many loves....but only one true love....that seemed to make sense....love was what only lasted temporarily....the whole 50% divorce rate deal kinda supported that...only half of all marriages in the state didnt get divorced....why?....were people not really in love and getting married?it seems unlikely that there was absolutely nothing there....and it was simply a hallucination they were under....love is suppose to be forever....what does that mean if 50% of people who loved eachother enough to get married, just stopped and got divorced....love is fickle...just a fact of life i guess....but true love is all that and more...will i be lucky enough to find it?...prolly not cuz life aint no fairy tale....there arent happy endings for all of us.....anyways yak yak yak....get a job....