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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

alittle alliteration

Familiar feelings flow forever from fire forgotten for fear of failure...

Written a year ago or so...no idea just remembered it today.

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

Random thought...

-Why does my mom watch cooking shows when she doesnt even cook anymore?
-Maybe i should be a heart surgeon...With this surge in the Atkins diet, 10 years from now i should have quite a clientele....*Evil Maniacal laughter*

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

I am admittedly...

...overly honest. Somtimes i say too much. I just have a need to express myself without restraint. But i do realize that sometimes less is more.

...have enormous expecatations. I definitely have high standards for myself as well as the people around me. I definitely don't know when to quit on something.

Monday, March 15, 2004

Well I didn't get into UCLA. Its all good though. I'm not stressing about it at all. When i first read it i was kind of sad about it but a couple people IMed me and told me they didn't get in either so i kinda realized that a lot of people didn't get in, and so its all good. Its a little disappointing because its put an end to the latest prophecy that i had been believing in. My teacher Mr. Van Grove always tells us about how he met his wife while attending UCLA. He talked about how he was kind of a slacker until he met his wife and when he met her she changed him. And in like other talks we've had hes told me how my life has reminded him of his own. So, i started to believe that maybe, I would go to UCLA and meet my wife. But i guess thats not going to happen now. To be honest, that was probably one of the bigger reasons that it was my top choice, the other being that its the best UC in southern CA, but i dont even really care...my success or failure is on me. So, i guess things just don't go the way u plan, which isn't a bad thing at all. Life throws u some curves but they can turn out really well.

Committed a RAR today...

I decided to start a new tradition at MMHS, UCLA Rejection Rejection Day...i wore my UCLA rejection letter proudly on my chest the whole day. I wanted everyone who got rejected from UCLA to print theirs out and wear it. I just thought it'd be cool and even helpful for all the honors kids who worked their ass off for 4 years so that they could go to UCLA to see, just like i did, that they weren't the only ones who got rejected. Unfortunately, i was not able to spread the word quickly enough, but some people thought it was a good idea. Maybe we will do it at the end of the month or something... Also i wanted to take a picture of a bunch of people with their letters flicking off the camera. I wanted to submit it to the Museum of Contemporary art as a statement about the stress and anguish teens experience these days from the difficulty of trying to get accepted into college. My favorite part --using my Honor Roll pin to attach my letter to my shirt. Irony kicks ass...

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

"You don't know what you got til its gone."

Lately, I've been wondering how homesick I'm going to be and how much I'm going to miss everything while I'm in college. The year is coming to a close and this will be my last carefree California summer with my childhood friends. How beautiful an image that is. One last sun filled breezy summer with the people you grew up with. One last video game filled, mischief making, water fighting, waking up at 10 am summer. I know i say this every year, but this summer we're going to do everything. We're going. I'm not leaving this place without some memories. Some grand, unforgettable memories. I want to leave this place with the warmth of a thousand summer days fueling an unconscious smirk as i walk through unfamiliar halls with six billion strangers. I will take each step light as a coastal breeze, knowing that no matter what happens, I'll always have a familiar place to call home. A place where people are waiting for me, hoping for me, missing me. For this reason i have no fear of college. I love you all so much. Thank you for my childhood.

Random thought

About a year ago, we went on a trip to Santa Monica. We went to 3rd street promenade. This is a particularly fun outdoor mall because at night they have street performers. So anyways, there was this little monkey. Like the one from friends( you know Marcel ). And so it's really stupid but like, you hold out some money with your hand, and the little SOB takes it from you. Its like this monkey just frickin jacked you and you're ecstatic. Haha...it kicked ass though...his lil paw reaches out and puts it in his vest pocket. Man, what a blatant waste of money, but it was so frickin worth it.

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