What is the SixBillionTheory?

Silence kills me

I just really can't stand silence. There are times when I appreciate quiet moments, but for 95% of the time I need some kind of noise. Whether I'm sitting in class or at home doing some work. I just need some noise in the background. I think it helps me focus. When there is silence, I'm searching for some kind of noise and my mind wonders. But when there is noise, I get used to it and just ignore it.

Also I hate awkward silences

I hate when people don't talk. It's like, I wonder what theyre thinking. Hmm, well they arent talking, maybe they're angry. Are they angry at me. Did I do something. DAMN WTF DID I DO! And yah, silence just leaves u guessing what someone is thinking. That can be very uncomfortable.

And last but worst of all, I hate it when you're alone and silence is the only thing you can hear. Thats the worse. Silence can be overwhelmingingly loud for me. Like when you're sitting in the car at night or something. Seriously, sometimes i have to like snap my fingers just to make sure I'm not deaf. Its like static but its silent. It literally hurts my ears.

From here on out, I dont think it gets any easier. But I'm pretty sure it gets better. =)

"Did you wash your hands? It might be finger licking good."
_Mom_

haha...damn that one got me good.